I woke
up this morning feeling sick to my stomach and I was a nervous wreck all the
way to my doctor’s appointment. In the car on the way to the hospital mama
prayed out loud and I started crying a little bit. I know that no matter what
God will always take care of me, but I was still so afraid of getting back the
results from yesterday’s scan. I have never been more nervous in my life! Once
we got inside the hospital I had to sit there and fill out a ton of paper work
while I was freezing (because of my nerves) and was shaking like a leaf. I was
just ready to know my results, to get it over with. I had no clue I would be
THIS nervous, anxious, and overwhelmed this morning. I have been doing so well.
I guess the reality of getting my results finally set in, the possibility that
the cancer could have spread. After waiting a little while we finally were put
back into a room and were told just about the best news possible. Based on
the scan, the doctor is almost positive that the cancer has not spread and that
most likely radiation will not be needed, only surgery. My doctor was wonderful
and as soon as he said those amazing words I immediately began thanking and
praising God in my head as the doctor continued talking.
Lord
Jesus, You are so good! You heard our prayers and You answered them! You are so
good and faithful. I will never stop thanking You for this and I will forever
praise Your name! Help me to continue to receive good news as I go to my next
doctor’s appointment on Wednesday in Chapel Hill to meet with my surgeon.
“But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God
my Savior; my God will hear me.” –Micah 7:7
“Father, help me to never be afraid; to pray for the
impossible.”
“Your faith is not to help you avoid problems, but to go
through problems with stability.”
“But even when I am afraid, I keep on trusting You.” –Psalm 56:3
“And He said, ‘your faith has made you well; go in peace.’” –Luke
8:48
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